Just a little rant..

Im sorry if I offend anyone with this post, I've just been thinking ALOT lately.. I just need to vent..

1. Don't tell me "never have kids". That right there makes me FURIOUS! Thats all I want in life. If you don appreciate your kids (when they are happy, sad, whatever) then give them to me! Yeah, I may not be a mom yet, I may not know what its like.. But there are people out there that would do whatever it takes to have kids just like you do. Some people out there want children more than anything in this world. So please don't tell me to never have kids.

 2. There are people in this world that have been trying to have babies for awhile.. While others get pregnant with some random person during a one night stand. People who don't even WANT kids, get pregnant! People who are on drugs, addicted to some other stuff have get pregnant and keep that baby which has no life at all because their parents are too high, too drunk, too messed up to love them.

3. last one.. Please, Please, PLEASE quit telling me "They will come when they are supposed to", "It will happen when it is supposed to" Don't give me that crap. It irritates me more than words can say. If they will come "when they are supposed to" I WOULD HAVE ONE BY NOW!! There are 15 people just on my Facebook that I KNOW of that are pregnant, several women at church as well. I love all of them and are so happy for them, but sometimes I just get a little bit (or a lot) jealous.. My heart Is so happy for them, but also so broken at the same time.. I just wish so much that, that was me with that big ol' belly! I wish that was me that couldn't sleep because I was uncomfortable, I wish that was me throwing up all the time.. Because you know what? That means that I was carrying Heavenly Fathers greatest gift. The most miraculous thing on this planet. Being able to carry a baby for 9 month, then caring for that baby until you return to your heavenly father to thank him for that sweet child! How awesome is that? What a great blessing. What an awesome experience...
What i'm trying to say is, Don't take your children for granted, don't tell other people not to have kids because kids are "a pain in the butt", Appreciate your children, love them, love them so much that you can't even take it anymore!

Do me a favor, hug your children and thank heavenly father for sending them to you, because there are people in this world that would do anything to have a life like yours...